Born on 25th May 1993
Soh Jun Peng
Lakeside Pri Sch'05
Jurongville Sec Sch'10
Currently Studying at
Diploma in Integrated Events Management
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Drank this yesterday with kakis (dun wanna disclose any information about people involved).
drinking shots for this f**king burns! tried to do experiment like burning sugar, mixed with sprite etc..
Most of us don't like the taste of this drink >.<"
Drink; Drank; Drunk - Well... Sh*t happens...
Did not get any sleep until 6am in the morning, cleaning up the cups and table...
The smell of Absinthe is strongly stuck onto the metal cups... had a very hard time trying to get rid of the smell...
Before i end this blogpost for today.... like what i said on FB / Twitter;
NEVER WANT TO SEE 'GREEN FAIRY' AGAIN!
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
[Universal Studio Singapore]Chalet has ended. Good things always come to an end.
Had lots of fun with Daniel, Jasmine, Sin Lee, MK, Nelson, Kenneth, Jay, CS, Clement...
really wish to spend more time together with you guys...
Made a promised something with CS. 20 years down the route, we'll be meeting up. 19th August 2031. Let's see who will forget about this... lolx.
I found the person with the personality i have been looking for.... but the chance is gonna be slim. almost impossible perhaps. haish.
Once again, did KOI delivery for cousins and this time for buddy!
Buddy called me dabian :< just because i sent dabian emoticons which cannot be seen without installing emoticon >.>" so now, i'm calling buddy xiaobian; the 'small version' HAHA!!
okay, enough fooling around...
OB ended pretty badly today, and i keep having the feeling that i'd fail again (felt this after every time after UT1 & 2)... cognitive happened to be like this too.. haiz..
My target for poly is to at least or minimum sustain my GPA at 3.0 or higher... +_+
Science UT 3 tomorrow... although it's my most confident paper, i really hope i won't mind blank like today when i enter the UT key....
Sunday, August 21, 2011
As you are trying to get your sleep and chill down, many things have been running on my mind. I am now writting this at Pasir Ris Park. Whatever you said have been listened by us and we hope that you understand that every single one of us here are trying to help you. Firstly, if anyone notices, i have removed all the 'bros' and 'sis' that i had on my facebook due to a point of time when i was at the lowest point of my life. All those shit that you have gone thru, i believe i had gone thru them too. These kind of people are to be found at many points of your life. You would get to see people that are far worse than what you are experiencing now. But you have to stay strong my dear friend. I know its not easy to go thru a life filled with people talking bad behind your back... Because right now, in my poly life, i get the most humiliations by my classmates... Both secondary and poly life! They may seem to be appearing to help you, but in reality, they have all sorts of plans under their sleeves to get me down. Just like you which you said that no one is willing to help you in your ss project, i myself does not have a single person to join my team when my teacher asked me to be 1 of the team leader... No one joined me at all... And if we're to talk about my secondary school life, im just like a substitute to whatever things that they are doing.... All i get for replies when they go chalet/bbqs/having fun together are "sorry forgot about you".
Enough talking about my life... What i want you to know is that you have to stay strong and move on! Don't keep everything to yourself. Even if no one in your class is willing to help you, everyone here in this chalet have more than enough experience and studies level to help you with your studies have ears that are ready to listen to you and give advices. (or at least myself) All the above stories that i am sharing with you are just pits and bits being summarized up. I understand that whatever you have told us might not have been the complete story of yours since we arent much close to each other and some of us are just new faces to you. Like i said, i dont have any cliques that i consider as real friends in school since sec 1 till now. The only friends or people i can turn to is my own family members which dont really know much about our school lifes nowadays. After your life in secondary schools, you will find out that these people are going to be history, but not the results you achieve.
You find new friends in poly, and a fresh new life.
Life dont just stop at one point and we all have to learn how to move on.
I'm not sure if you finished reading this grandmother grandfather story of mine, but do know that you have friends like Jasmine and us. I dun accept family requests on facebook as easily as the past now.
Dont keep everything to yourself. Share it with us and we might just be able to cheer you up even the slightest bit... Trust me that it really helps!
Good luck in your coming tests and examinations!
Monday, August 15, 2011
Okay. I've completed my 15 weeks of life in RP for semester...
New friends, new beginning during October... hope everything would be better than now..
I really appreciate some people for guiding and helping my way out this 15 weeks though most of them didn't? and of course my faci(s)... Thanks for all these while.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
I'm seriously addicted to this...
Why am I always taking the lead to organise things... It's not just because I love doing things like this... but it's because i'm bored at home... with no one to ask me out... No one understands me... Nobody at all...
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
I hate my life... I have been 'living alone' for the past 5 years, which would turn 6 after this year.. Nothing have changed even after coming to poly... I see people saying hi to each other in school, but none to me...
I want to be with people... I want to have friends to share my joy and sadness...
Everyone seemed to be treating me like some sort of substitute...
No one listens to what i have in stored to share...
No one approaches me whenever im feeling down...
Something struck me when Kenneth said this while he was drunk.. "where the fuck are you guys when i am at the lowest point in life"...
It makes me think even more... Where are my friends.. Or instead, WHO are my friends... Do i have any?! Or am i just another loner...