I hate my life... I have been 'living alone' for the past 5 years, which would turn 6 after this year.. Nothing have changed even after coming to poly... I see people saying hi to each other in school, but none to me...
I want to be with people... I want to have friends to share my joy and sadness...
Everyone seemed to be treating me like some sort of substitute...
No one listens to what i have in stored to share...
No one approaches me whenever im feeling down...
Something struck me when Kenneth said this while he was drunk.. "where the fuck are you guys when i am at the lowest point in life"...
It makes me think even more... Where are my friends.. Or instead, WHO are my friends... Do i have any?! Or am i just another loner...